Relief

Alright.

Talked to Sophie tonight, and I feel SO much better.  She grabbed my hand at one point, but it was really only as a friend.  Sent chills up and down my spine though, nothing "just friends" about that.  At least we got everything out into the air, she knows I'm taken, and I can stop feeling guilty about all this.  She also told me about a new man in her life, which although I was taken aback at first, is probably a good thing.   I shouldn't be jealous, and therefore..I'm not.

Of course I am, but only a little bit.  I know it's silly, especially since I'm happily taken.  I did the right thing tonight, and I'm happy that she's found herself a man.  Things couldn't be more swell.