Consciousness

I feel good about the way things have been going the last few days, sorta.  I have made a real, conscious effort to back off of Sophie, entirely, and put a new kind of focus on my girl.  I want her to feel like she's the only one, 'cause she is the only one, and I don't know how to prove it to her.  She still seems bitter about the whole ordeal, bringing up snide remarks once in awhile, but I think she'll get over that?  Right?

At the end of the day, she's a girl.  I don't really have a clue as to what is normal, and what isn't.  It seems like she's just being bitter temporarily, but maybe this is still really affecting her?  God, I hope not.  Girls are so complicated.

Well, whatever.  For the time being she will be mad, and all I can do is prove my love and prove that she's it for me.  I can do it, I know I can.  She's my everything.