HeartBreak

Its over, I'm through, we're through, this is through, everything is through.

No more posts, no more anything.  I don't know where I'll be, or what I'm going to do, but I know I need to be gone.

When I first saw him there, where I should be, I was so angry, then I felt vomit crawling up my throat, back to anger, tears bursting out, and my body seemingly melting in front of their very eyes.  No wonder she had been so awkward at dinner.  How does she live with herself?  How did she not burst during my hours of questioning? How could she do this to anyone, especially me?  Why am I even asking, I'm no different than anyone else.  Of course she found something better, who was I kidding.

This is the reason I never wanted to do this, this is why I had in my cave.  This emotion that no human should feel.  It's the end of me, It's the end of us, and it's the end of these stupid posts.

I shouldn't have. I just shouldn't have.  I won't again.